Oh yeah, I totally relate to this! I was such a loser and the most undesirable of all the sisters in the hall. I Definately had self-esteem/concept issues. I truly believed that everyone hated me and was only nice to me because they had to be. Now, I am too busy in college to care about anything but my education and getting a good career started. I'm focusing on myself and not those real losers, for once. First, improve myself. Second, maybe find a partner(s).
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Did being a JW lady give you low self esteem because of dating?
by TreadClimberMaster ini remember the years that i was a witness and dating was so stressful!
i really never dated, because i truly believed that dating was reserved for marriage purposes only.
i used to think i could never attain or hope to attain to the level of perfection that certain "brothers" wanted.
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Has anyone had visits from those that have crossed over?
by LouBelle inis that then proof enough that there is life after death?.
does that mean we do actually have a soul?.
could you touch them for real?.
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And...Yes, my camera has captured orbs and also strange clear see through white strings in the middle of the picture that is not the handle for the camera. It's also captured a shadow where there should not be a shadow. It's very cool! I'm happy this is happening.
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Has anyone had visits from those that have crossed over?
by LouBelle inis that then proof enough that there is life after death?.
does that mean we do actually have a soul?.
could you touch them for real?.
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White Dove
This thread is by far my favorite. It's late right now and I have to get to bed, but I have had experiences such as pre-feeling events and feeling the history of some places that I walk. I really feel energy concentrations in certain places. I also forsee in visions in my mind events that do end up happening. It has happened a total of about 5 times. Recently, I've begun seeing from the periferral of my vision moving shadows. I know I'm not nuts. I feel sane and interact with others just fine. My life is stable and everything. So many people seeing and feeling very similar things can't be wrong. I really think there is something to the paranormal and metaphysical. My daughter can read a person's good or bad vibes by just walking towards them. She is right every time.
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I'm finding the strength to stand on my own, but...
by White Dove in...it's scary.
it's scary not to feel really guilty when someone doesn't like my attitude or what i've said.
i'm affraid of becoming cynical and not feeling at all.
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Balancing auras...
Environmentally spiritual...
I can do that! (I can learn to do that, I mean)
Thanks!
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False Religion
by real one inthis can be so overwhelming.
there are so many false religions around today that it is astounding.
if a person does not have a strong bond with god it is easy to fall prey to the devil's deceitful plans.
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But don't you see? Everyone in every religion believes that all other religions are false, too. According to all of the other religions, yours is false. You say all the others are false. What's the difference? We are all the same where it counts. Why do we all have to be the same where it is personal and doesn't count?
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I'm finding the strength to stand on my own, but...
by White Dove in...it's scary.
it's scary not to feel really guilty when someone doesn't like my attitude or what i've said.
i'm affraid of becoming cynical and not feeling at all.
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...it's scary. It's scary not to feel really guilty when someone doesn't like my attitude or what I've said. I'm affraid of becoming cynical and not feeling at all. I'm affraid of going too far and becoming dead as to the feelings of others. On the other hand, I also feel a sort of liberation, a freedom from pointless guilt. It doesn't bother me so much anymore when someone says that they bet my school is getting tired of paying for interpreters. My answer to anyone now is a big TOO F***ING BAD! I'm getting a backbone and that's good, but I don't want to become so hardened that I can't feel my own humanity anymore.
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FW: WHAT A SISITER SACRIFICED TO SERVE JEHOVAH
by moomanchu inwitnoid e-mails goin around.. all i can say is wtf.. japan assembly experience.
date: tue, 22 jan 2008 15:58:51 -0500. .
convention experience from japan!
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White Dove
Wouldn't that be too much pain to go through over and over and over again? It doesn't seem right to me. I certainly would never do such a thing, and I was very zealous.
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What do we have to do to get Gods' Attention
by LouBelle inthis is *if* you believe in god / a god / gods.
there are moments when i sit down and have a conversation, almost with myself, because even though i am looking up at the heavens/searching my soul, there is no answer, no supernatural feeling, it is quiet and still, but i speak the words just in case there is something listening.. if there is a god and he is all that he claims to be through all the religions on this earth, why doesn't he rule us as a god should?
why doesn't he come on down and sort out this world?
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White Dove
Try calling her "Goddess."
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I heard they might be doing away with Auxilary's...
by cognac ini heard this from a friend of mine who has really, really good bethel connections.
keeping "pioneers" but doing away with the "auxilarys".... anyone else hear about this?.
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I can't wait for this change and see what my family says about it.
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To Cognac: What happned with...?
by Princess Daisy Boo ini seem to recall that soon after you first started posting here you introduced a friend who also started posting - i can't find the original thread (hope i am not confusing you with someone else) what happened with her?
and also your friend who was going to have the abortion?
what did she do in the end?.
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That's too bad. This place should be safe for newbies.